Bucharest, Romania - Author Adrian Gabriel Dumitru invites readers into the raw depths of the human psyche with his latest thought-provoking release, Paying Any Price… Just to Ruin My Existence: Essays About Duality, now available on Amazon Kindle, Apple Books, and Google Play Books.
With a poetic and philosophical voice, Dumitru peels back the layers of desire, pain, and disillusionment that often define the human experience. This collection of essays explores the poignant duality between aspiration and reality, delving into moments where hopes seem just within reach—only to be inexplicably denied. It is not just a meditation on life’s unfairness, but a vulnerable, brutally honest cry for understanding in a world governed by forces we can’t always comprehend.
The Existential Dilemma
In a time when self-help books promise success through manifestation and positive thinking, Dumitru counters with a narrative steeped in realism. “When you get what you want, it’s God’s direction. When you don’t, it’s God’s protection,” Dumitru writes. But what happens when the same soul repeatedly finds itself denied the very things it aches for? What if the universe seems to answer with silence—or worse, contradiction?
Through this central dilemma, Dumitru weaves intimate reflections that speak directly to readers who’ve struggled with their place in the cosmos. The essays span the emotional spectrum—ranging from bitter frustration and spiritual confusion to philosophical acceptance and reluctant hope.
A Mirror to the Self
“Paying Any Price…” is more than a title—it’s a confession. Dumitru explores the high emotional cost of relentless longing. The reader follows his descent into psychological turmoil, trying to decode signs from the universe, wrestling with the silence that meets his repeated efforts. These are not simply essays; they are therapeutic monologues, written in real-time as the author attempts to make sense of a life that refuses to follow expectation.
“I'm still alive,” Dumitru notes. “So … still pushed to experience lots of weird ugly things.” And yet, he continues—driven by a stubborn belief in possibility, by the ever-present inner voice that refuses to be silenced.
A Book for Thinkers, Dreamers, and the Spiritually Restless
Dumitru’s writing is aimed at readers who are willing to confront the painful beauty of existential questions. Why do we suffer? Why do we desire what is never ours? What is the role of karma, coincidence, and cosmic justice?
For those who have ever felt out of sync with the world—or who have experienced the unsettling feeling that the universe is “speaking abstractly”—this book serves as a kindred companion. It is both a mirror and a map, guiding readers through the murky terrain of self-awareness.
Available Now
Paying Any Price… Just to Ruin My Existence: Essays About Duality is now available globally in Kindle Edition format.
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About the Author
Adrian Dumitru is a Romanian author whose work focuses on personal growth, self-discovery, and breaking free from societal norms. His writing explores the psychology of human behavior and the unconscious mind, offering readers new ways to rethink their lives and their interactions with the world around them. Dumitru’s philosophy encourages embracing life’s imperfections and using them as stepping stones toward greater understanding and fulfillment.
For more information about Adrian Dumitru and his other works, visit www.adriangabrieldumitru.com.
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